she
seems quite cool about it--more than I
am
now: she says goodbye and lets her go
(later flinging curses mothers know,
dirty
words that make the flowers die
when
darkness lures their children down below).
I
don’t even whisper words that show
I
understand the choices. That is why
I
cannot say goodbye and let you go:
my
voice would be the start of making so.
I
will keep my mouth shut and defy
abracadabras
beckoning you to go
and
you will listen, boys, to my dumb show
as
I wave wildly at the sun and sky
and
make you doubt your own desire to go.
I
chanted words that gave you power to grow
when
you were born. I will not glorify
your
leaving, now, my boys, to serve below.
I
will not say goodbye. And you won’t go.
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